Behind that Smile

2017 was a messy year

I insisted on thinking, and doing whatever I wanted

I developed extreme emotions and behaviour

But in the end, I realised when I was trying to be somebody

I was, and still am nobody

It was not easy to confront the reality of failing expectations, of being unwanted and forgotten

And it’s about time I step away from naivety

To gather my life and clean it up

2018, I don't feel good about myself

Some things have to change